Sunday, February 7, 2010

and so................................
the day has come.
It's time for me to leave Nottingham. time to leave my beloved friends. :(

When I got to know that IMU wants me back, I have mixed feelings.
I'm glad that they still want me back eventhough I've rejected them so many times, on the other hand I felt extremely sad that I have to leave nottingham.
I can cry so easily just by the thought that I'm leaving my friends.
It's seriously damn hard to get used to a brand new environment again.

I remember the first day when I went in to Nottingham.
OMG!!! I was already 3 weeks late and I have no friends, I have no idea what the lecturer was crapping! i felt so lost and I hate nottingham!! I paid my cheque in the morning and I asked my dad to cancel the cheque in the afternoon. haha. yea. that's what stupid things I do. but my dad said it wasnt good to cancel the cheque just like that and so I guess.. try 1 sem no harm la! =)

Still remember the first few weeks where my pharmacy world just consists of kah men. I always stare at those groups of friends, laughing out loud, playing together and I really wished I can be part of them. So I decided to put in some effort and make them accept me =)

Let me give you some tips on how to join in a gang.
1. Laugh louder than everybody when one of them are telling a joke!! don't even need to bother whether the jokes are funny a not xD give them face mar.

2. Be more active and join them in every outings they go!!

3. Be more crazy than usual! do things like fart with rhythm!! (my sis pro in this! lol.) then comfirm can get everybody's attention! :p

After erm.. maybe 1 month, I finally have my own sweet gang!! OH!! let me tell you!! they are one of the best people I've ever met!! They are awesome! COOL! fun!! crazy! I hardly can find people that can click with me so well and join me in all my sampat actions.

This was our first BBQ. see the way I smile also know that we are still very not close. lol.
I still remember after class, I went back home, and purposely drive all the way to semenyih again just to join them.
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smile till very gang ga hor? xP
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Then there's Vida La Vida Night! things started to get better. I'm so glad that nottingham has so many events that pull us closer.
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The first time I an lian my lecturer xD
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Pharmnotts Christmas PArtaY!!!
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After party, suddenly have the urge to eat ice cream so we headed to 7-11!
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sang together in the middle of the night.
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Hospital Visit. Love to play with winnie ting ling ing!!
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we got so close that even she wants to da bian, also write on my hand. lol.
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The best trip to genting!!
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We also always practise some lesbians actions! haha.
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but for the sake of my future, I have to leave. I dont want to look back and regret. I hope you all understand :(
don't don't friend me larrr winnie, suyi, sophia, shu kuan, jill, michelle, melissa, jazline, jasmine, siew nee, yen san etc not sure whether i've missed out anyone! hehe! we still can go shopping together mar. I still will dropby nottingham once in awhile. I still want to go disturb suyi and winnie in the morning and eat your cereal. I still want to join you all for our bangkok, bali, sabah, sarawak trip!! hehe!
wait i get my timetable we start booking tickets OK?! must say OK!!

Nobody can understand how I felt whenever I was driving to uni these days. Thinking when will be the last day of me in nottingham? haih. I really didnt know just one sem, and we're so close already. I really hate to say goodbye! =(((((
sometimes I would think that is it better if I didnt enter nottingham in the first place? o.o
NO LOR!! if not I wouldnt know such awesome people like you all!

Just wana let you all know that, I LOVE YOU GALS!!!
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Friends forever ok!??!
I DONT CARE!! u all better say OK!!
=) hehe!


just a special post dedicated to all of you!

during today's speaking test, the examiner asked me "sometimes, do you think time flies?"
I answered yes, especially during the best moment of my life and you know what?
my mind was thinking of you girls! =)

9 comments:

win said...

waaa i feel like whacking you!why write such post wanna make ppl cry?you better don cry ahhh on wed!!!if not don fren u...haiz...:(
two more days left!

Sophia said...

Kah Ern~~~ Why so fast wor... Tell IMU u delay la. Skip their 1st sem n teman us til we fin 1st yr k? T.T

jillyjelly said...

i can't imagine my tears are almost flowing out while reading ur post..*tahan jill tahan*...ur situation reminds me when i left IMU to NOTT..now ur leaving NOTT to IMU!!! ur one of a kind of a friend that no one can replace!! *biggest and warmest hugs* haha..dun worry..i'll visit u always, as i always go to IMU!!! hahaha...=)

sha kah ern said...

wah just by reading all of your comments also made me cry till eyes SUPER PAIN LA!! haha! wait my eyes recover dy oni reply you guys!! MUAXXX!!

win said...

waaaa my tear is flowing out when i read tis again!stupid 8 po!

sha kah ern said...

win - haha cute little baby!! dun cry la =) i promise i'll visit u guys more often. u all kenot forget me ah! and that's if I get band 7 la! xD den y yesday b4 i leave din c u cry oso! lol. enjoy ur chinese new year la! =) wat u wan from taiwan?

sha kah ern said...

sophia - phiaaa! follow winnie call u phiaa! so nice! phia phia phia! reminds me of pophia!! xD wah! skip 1st sem ar? haha tat time i late 3 weeks go in nottingham oso dying dy!
dun wry la! i pass all my kungfu to suyi dy! she will help me cheer u guys up all the time! =)

sha kah ern said...

jillyjelly - my post really touching hor! hehe! thats bcuz our friendship are strong mar =) u're now in nottingham to save them, and so i'll go imu to save them xD save from what i oso duno! hehe! yea! come back to imu more often k! last time when i'm in nott i always dun let u go imu! haha! *hug u back + 1 kiss MUAX!* oh! i didnt get to kiss u! haha! i kissed michelle yesterday!

win said...

coz was in a hurry no time for tear d mar..haha..u oso din cry wat yesterday!stil dare to say meXD
waaa phia phia phia make me hungry!just woke up wif my bengkak eyes!*yawn*
waaaa its like we rogol michelle!i help u kiss jill!!!wil she whack me??
wat i wan from taiwann??errr okla the pasar malam wil be enough!!XDD
im sure suyi wil agree wif me!